So we're officially on break again, well not as long but hey, we get today and monday off. So that's good, and I get tuesday off cuz I'm goin to Odessa for play off game, and If we win we play Friday. SO I might have like a two day week haha.
On another note, I've come to the realization of somethings and well..... I'm freakin sick of these things and I hate feeling bad cuz of them. I honestly feel like.. ahh well I kinda don't wana write it and have start problems or bring negativity, but blah I dunno. I really don't know what to do :-( . I don't get how people change with you, or I dunno.. just when they turn out to not be the person you thought they were. Thank you to Ewin, Rachel, Linds and Pris for being there though. I know I haven't told you grlys (pris rachel and linds) what's really going on, but you guys have been there and given me comforting words and that means soo soo much. You guys are the effin best haha, and sweetest!
Lastly, last night I was so tired and fell asleep all early like a loser and I'm not too sure of what I'm gonna do this weekend but hopefully something fun. And I wanna have an easter egg hunt! as gay as that sounds lol. I'm awfully bored and I already ate and it's barely like 9:30 in the morning. Maybe I'll call Ewin and wake her up!
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
leave some <3!!