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So we're officially on break again, well not as long but hey, we get today and monday off. So that's good, and I get tuesday off cuz I'm goin to Odessa for play off game, and If we win we play Friday. SO I might have like a two day week haha.

On another note, I've come to the realization of somethings and well..... I'm freakin sick of these things and I hate feeling bad cuz of them. I honestly feel like.. ahh well I kinda don't wana write it and have start problems or bring negativity, but blah I dunno. I really don't know what to do :-( . I don't get how people change with you, or I dunno.. just when they turn out to not be the person you thought they were. Thank you to Ewin, Rachel, Linds and Pris for being there though. I know I haven't told you grlys (pris rachel and linds) what's really going on, but you guys have been there and given me comforting words and that means soo soo much. You guys are the effin best haha, and sweetest!

Lastly, last night I was so tired and fell asleep all early like a loser and I'm not too sure of what I'm gonna do this weekend but hopefully something fun. And I wanna have an easter egg hunt! as gay as that sounds lol. I'm awfully bored and I already ate and it's barely like 9:30 in the morning. Maybe I'll call Ewin and wake her up!

You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel



leave some <3!!
Feelin : contemplativeI just don't know?
*Listening to*: Papa Roach - Scars
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From:ray_chole
Date:March 25th, 2005 05:05 pm (UTC)
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NAT!!! well as i said on your xanga already...you are the absolute best! so just smile and laugh! because thats when you look the most beautiful! okay well i will talk to you later...we will hang out for shizzle!
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From:wishful_think_n
Date:March 25th, 2005 07:46 pm (UTC)
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aww thanx rachel!!! you're beautifuler haha, and fo sho lol. i wrote it in your xanga, butdude do you guys wanna color a whole buncha easter eggs with me tomorow lol? as gay as that soung haha, and we can take pictures and pig out and make like cookies and stuff too!
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From:h0pelss_romantc
Date:March 25th, 2005 07:07 pm (UTC)
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I already commented in ur xanga but.... i'm sad that ur goin outta town, i'm gonna miss u! and ur the bestestest! Woo hoo... easter egg hunt! ;-)
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From:wishful_think_n
Date:March 25th, 2005 07:44 pm (UTC)
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lol i know, thank you my wonderful retard i read it hehe. no ur the besterest.. does that make sense? mm hmm!
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From:grins_gernades
Date:March 25th, 2005 07:31 pm (UTC)
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i like that song..and you just ruined it

love
joshy
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From:wishful_think_n
Date:March 25th, 2005 07:43 pm (UTC)
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josh you jerk lol! you're so mean to me, well most of the time.. it's good, it's good.... cuz I'm mean to ya too haha!
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From:lost_n_love_07
Date:March 25th, 2005 09:36 pm (UTC)

Aw dont feel sad....

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Hey hey hey....People better not be making you feel bad or im just gonna have to kick their ass....So you better warm them.....I love ya lots Natalie...your so awesome....dont let anyone or anything bring you down!!!!
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From:wishful_think_n
Date:March 26th, 2005 05:18 pm (UTC)

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thanx steph! i love you to death foo lol, you're always crackin me up and makin me feel better! :-)
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From:confusedlove_26
Date:March 27th, 2005 07:41 am (UTC)
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hey natalie!

Its Cynthia...Add me!
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From:wishful_think_n
Date:March 28th, 2005 03:56 am (UTC)
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for sure! :-)
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